Tuesday, December 20, 2005

The Festival of Lights

I did not write this, oh that I had the knowledge to do so. :) ~~Shelly


Most of the world celebrates December 25th as the birthday of Jesus, however this is not the time of his birth. God established a celebration hundreds of years before Jesus came in the flesh to be the time of the birth of Christ. God also established Passover as the time of Christ’s sacrifice for mankind hundreds of years before he came in the flesh. The key to understanding the actual birthday of Jesus is in the bible. There are two separate studies both of which use the bible to establish his actually birthday. The first is a simple method and the second much more detailed. Both agree his birth was in the fall of the year.

To understand how the date of Christ’s birth was incorrectly established we must first understand the Hebrew people did not celebrate birthdays. Since the actual date was not celebrated, it was not known. This is how all this confusion started. As you know, the first followers of Jesus were Hebrew. Over time, gentile numbers began to grow and during the time of Constantine the gentile influence became very strong. The gentiles desired to establish a date to represent the birthday of Christ. They decided to use December 25, as it accommodated the Roman pagan festival of Saturnalia, which celebrated the winter solstice. The birth of Messiah was said to be compatible with Saturnalia’s themes of light returning and hope for the upcoming year, howevert it is a pagan holy day honoring a pagan god. Daylight increases from this day forward, but the bible shows this is not the day of Christ’s birth.

God picked a very different day. A day that would be significant to his Hebrew people. After all, Jesus was Hebrew and was sent to the Hebrew People, so we could expect him to pick a very important Hebrew day. The following is a Hebrew short form summary, the actual full length Hebrew detailed analysis of the bible follows. You will see why it took an extensive amount of Hebrew knowledge to figure this out from the bible when you read the long form.

We start in Luke. Mid-June: During Zacharias’ term of service, Gabriel tells him he will father a son (John the Baptist). Zacharias was in the division of Priests called Abijah, who served one week in the month of Tammuz (mid-June) and another week in Kislev (early December).

Luke 1:5-16 5There was in the days of Herod, the king of Judaea, a certain priest named Zacharias, of the course of Abia: and his wife was of the daughters of Aaron, and her name was Elisabeth.

6And they were both righteous before God, walking in all the commandments and ordinances of the Lord blameless.

7And they had no child, because that Elisabeth was barren, and they both were now well stricken in years.

8And it came to pass, that while he executed the priest's office before God in the order of his course,

9According to the custom of the priest's office, his lot was to burn incense when he went into the temple of the Lord.

10And the whole multitude of the people were praying without at the time of incense.

11And there appeared unto him an angel of the Lord standing on the right side of the altar of incense.

12And when Zacharias saw him, he was troubled, and fear fell upon him.

13But the angel said unto him, Fear not, Zacharias: for thy prayer is heard; and thy wife Elisabeth shall bear thee a son, and thou shalt call his name John.

14And thou shalt have joy and gladness; and many shall rejoice at his birth.

15For he shall be great in the sight of the Lord, and shall drink neither wine nor strong drink; and he shall be filled with the Holy Ghost, even from his mother's womb.

16And many of the children of Israel shall he turn to the Lord their God.

In early to mid-July, Elizabeth becomes pregnant

Luke 1:24

24And after those days his wife Elisabeth conceived, and hid herself five months, saying, KJV

In late December to early January, during the sixth month of Elisabeth’s Pregnancy, Mary conceives through the miracle of the Holy Spirit.

Luke 1:26-31 26And in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city of Galilee, named Nazareth,

27To a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David; and the virgin's name was Mary.

28And the angel came in unto her, and said, Hail, thou that art highly favoured, the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women.

29And when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and cast in her mind what manner of salutation this should be.

30And the angel said unto her, Fear not, Mary: for thou hast found favour with God.

31And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and shalt call his name JESUS. KJV

In early January, Mary visits Elizabeth who is six months pregnant.

Luke 1:39-45 39And Mary arose in those days, and went into the hill country with haste, into a city of Juda;

40And entered into the house of Zacharias, and saluted Elisabeth.

41And it came to pass, that, when Elisabeth heard the salutation of Mary, the babe leaped in her womb; and Elisabeth was filled with the Holy Ghost:

42And she spake out with a loud voice, and said, Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb.

43And whence is this to me, that the mother of my Lord should come to me?

44For, lo, as soon as the voice of thy salutation sounded in mine ears, the babe leaped in my womb for joy.

45And blessed is she that believed: for there shall be a performance of those things which were told her from the Lord. KJV

In early April, Mary returns home after John was born.

Luke 1:56 56And Mary abode with her about three months, and returned to her own house. KJV

In April, Elizabeth gives birth to John.

Luke 1:57 57Now Elisabeth's full time came that she should be delivered; and she brought forth a son.

Nine months after Mary conceives, she gives birth to Jesus. This is either late September to early October.

Luke 2:1-8

2:1And it came to pass in those days, that there went out a decree from Caesar Augustus, that all the world should be taxed.

2(And this taxing was first made when Cyrenius was governor of Syria.)

3And all went to be taxed, every one into his own city.

4And Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judaea, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem; (because he was of the house and lineage of David:)

5To be taxed with Mary his espoused wife, being great with child.

6And so it was, that, while they were there, the days were accomplished that she should be delivered.

7And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no room for them in the inn.

8And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night.


Shepherds were tending their flock on the birth night of Christ. Bethlehem is located on a high ridge between Hebron and Jerusalem. This is a very cold region in winter and may receive snow fall. There is also little foliage for grazing sheep in this area in the winter. It is however a good place to graze your flock in fall. This places the birth of Christ during the Hebrew season of Sukkot. The feast of the Tabernacles. Sukkot is in the seventh major biblical holiday in the seventh month of the Hebrew calendar. This Hebrew celebration is when God “dwells” in harmony with mankind. It is during this time God commanded the Hebrew people to dwell in temporary booths (tents) or Tabernacles. It stood for the days when the Hebrew pitched tents and wandered in the wilderness and reminded them of their deliverance from Egypt.
Although the Hebrew people did not know it, Sukkot also stands for the exidous of God’s people from this world through the Messiah, Jesus Christ. Allowing only branches for a roof, a sukkah allowed the light of the stars to pass through as a sign the ultimate dwelling place for God’s people is with God. The light shinning through is also symbol of God dwelling with them. Also during the week, seventy bulls (one for each nation) were sacrificed, showing God provided the sacrifice for all nations, not just for the Hebrew nation. The birth of Christ ussered in the the coming of the golden age - the Millennial Kingdom, when King Messiah returns to Earth, to Jerusalem His special city, gathering into God's kingdom the redeemed of all the nations, as all Jews were required to come to Jerusalem from all nations. CHRIST WAS THE TEMPLE OF GOD, IN THE FLESH


John 2:19-21 19Jesus answered and said unto them, Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up. 20Then said the Jews, Forty and six years was this temple in building, and wilt thou rear it up in three days?

21But he spake of the temple of his body.

God dwelled in the Holy Temple of God in Jerusalem. God told Soloman he would dwell amoung the sons of Isreal, but because of the wickedness of the Hebrew people, God allowed the Babylonians to overthrow the city and pilliage the temple and destroy it, in 586 BC. Seventy years later, the Hebrew people rebuilt the temple, however the Ark of the Covenant was no longer there, plus the other sacarid things to God. The temple was not manifested in the same manner as before. It was a shell of itself and what it previously represented. Around 500 years later God manifested His presence once more, and in the supreme way, on Earth.

The Son of God, who lived with the Father from eternity, came to Earth. Christ took on a body, became flesh, and dwelt among us. Jesus became the temple of God, Jesus was the dwelling place of God. In doing so, He embodied of the dwelling presence of God on Earth. He was the true Temple of God, the place where God dwells. "Destroy this Temple," He told a group of Jewish leaders, "and in three days I will raise it up..." speaking, of course, of the Temple of His body. When Christ died, the veil, which blocked man from the Most Holy Place in the Temple, was torn. This is because Christ’s death now allowed for God to dewll with and in his children, and for us to become his temple. Fifty days after the death of Christ, the Holy Spirit was given to his followers at Penticost. There, they became the temples of God on earth. Today, we are the dwelling place of the Holy Spirit and we are the temples of God. Amen.

Upon Chrit’s return, there will be no doubt he is God and he will dwell in Jerrsalem on Mount Zion. On Sukkot, all nations will again go to Jerusalem to worship God. In New Jerusalem, we won’t need to build a temple. Christ will be there. . Moses understood this when he declared: "Lord, You have been our dwelling place in all generations. Before the mountains were born, or You gave birth to the Earth and the world, even from everlasting to everlasting, You are God." Rabbi Paul told us that in God "we live, and move and have our being." Christ said "If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to Him, and make our home with him" (John 14:23). This actually should say, make our home “in” him.
Not only did the birthday of Christ have great special meaning in the Hebrew culture, but Christ also reviled God’s desire for fellowship with man on this event during his ministry. Sukkot, which also is the date the dry season ends and the rainy season starts. During this week, there was a daily poring of water in the temple. On the Seventh day, Hoshana Rabbah (the Great Hosana), a priest went to the Pool of Siloam to fill a golden pitcher of water. Upon returning to the temple, he would poor it into a basin while the other priest blew trumpets and sang Hllel

(Psalms 113-118). This was a demonstration of Israel’s dependence on God for sending the rain for their crops. It was during this event that Christ said”

John 7:37-41 37In the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink.

38He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.

39(But this spake he of the Spirit, which they that believe on him should receive: for the Holy Ghost was not yet given; because that Jesus was not yet glorified.)

40Many of the people therefore, when they heard this saying, said, Of a truth this is the Prophet.

41Others said, This is the Christ. But some said, Shall Christ come out of Galilee?
There is also another custom on Sukkot. It is the burning of bright lights. People brought torches to the temple. There were lamp stands with bases 50 yards high placed in the temple courtyard. Priest would climb ladders to fill the cups and light the used worn out garments of the priests as wicks. It is said the light was so bright, all Jerusalem was lit by them. The celebration lasted all night with singing and dancing. On the day these lights were put out, Jesus said:

John 8:12 12Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.


Also during Sukkot a traditional prayer is said: Imagine what Christ thought wile he heard this. A voice heralds, heralds and saith: Turn unto me and be ye saved, today if ye hear my voice. Behold the man who sprang forth, Branch is his name, David himself. Stand up! Be buried in the dust no longer! Ye who dwell in the dust, wake up and sing. Glad will be the people when he ruleth. The name of the ungodly shall perish. But to his anointed, the Messiah David, he giveth grace. Grant salvation to the people, To David and his seed forever, The voice heralds and saith. Amen.

We can see how important it is to know the Hebrew people and their customs. The special events God gave them to celebrate directly point to Christ. Sukkot shows us God wants to dwell with us. That the Christ brought the light to the world, inorder to harvest mankind. It not only shows how God delivered man from egypt, but also how Christ delivered us from our sins and into salvation, so that he may dwell with us, forever. Amen!


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The Messianic writing about Christ's actual birthday.


As I mentioned before, the Hebrew people at the time of Christ, did not celebrate birthdays.
Anything that drew attention or honor to yourself was considered improper. So they did not celebrate the birthday of Jesus, they did not celebrate anyone's birthday. Birthdays were a gentile celebration. Constantine and others wanted to celebrate the birthday of Christ, but no one knew the day. Dec. 25 was determined as it was a festival of lights, being it was the shortest day of the year, but it is also a pagan holiday. I think we should celebrate the correct day, without gifts to each other, honoring only the Birth of Christ. Something December 25 does not do. I hope you have already read the short version.

By Greg Killian Doug Dolly in his book, "Messiah Our Passover is Sacrificed", wrote the following summary of Messiah's birth:

THE BIRTH His birth, about AM 3750 - 3756 (10 - 4 BC), was expectantly awaited. because within about 40 years Daniel's prophecy concerning Him must be fulfilled. The prophet Mikha (Micah) wrote that He was destined to be born in Beth-Lechem (Bethlehem) - the House of Bread. [God called Him the Bread from Heaven, though men say Manna - [What is It?] It was because of this prophecy that King Herod had the children of Beth-Lechem killed, to protect his throne against the coming promised king. The rabbis who translated the Septuagin taught from the prophet YeshaYahu (Isaiah) that He would be born of a virgin and would be called Immanuel - God with Us. In the expected time and place, on the Festival of Succoth (Feast of Tabernacles), in a succah (tabernacle, temporary dwelling) where Passover lambs were raised in the city of the shepherd David, a Son was born to a virgin descended from that Messiah David. At an angel's command, He was named Yeshua, meaning "The LORD is Salvation." God would dwell with us in a succah of humanity that would be bruised by the serpent, then crush that old serpent!


When Zekharya (Zechariah) was ministering in the temple, he received an announcement from God of a coming son. The eighth course of Abia, when Zekharya was ministering, was the week of Sivan 12 to 18. If Zekharya's promised son Yochanan (John the baptizer) were conceived soon thereafter, then Yeshua's conception, which was six months later, would be late Chiselev to early Tevet, near Chanukah (the Feast of Dedication); His birth would thence be at mid Tishri, the Feast of Succoth (Tabernacles).


The month of Tishri (in the fall) also fits with the season of shepherds being out with their flocks by night, as they were when Yeshua was born; during winter the lambs are kept indoors. The apostle Yochanan (John) tells us that the Word (of God) became flesh and "dwelt in a succah" (tabernacled) among us. L'CHAIM / CELEBRATING LIFE Later in His life, Yeshua celebrated His birthday on a mountain with three of His disciples. In contrast to birthday parties, such as Herod's, where people were killed for entertainment, His was a celebration of life.

On the Festival of Succoth, Moshe and EliYahu (Elijah), from centuries past, representatives of the Torah and the Prophets, appeared and talked with Yeshua. One disciple, Kepha (Peter), suggested building three succoth for Yeshua, Moshe, and EliYahu, because it was required for the festival, but he did not understand that these three were fulfilling that which the festival symbolized: they were dwelling in their succoth (temporary tabernacles) of flesh, awaiting their eternal resurrection temples.

The Pagan Mass for Tammuz celebrated on the 25th day of Thebeth, which centuries later became Christ's Mass (Christmas) on the equivalent 25th day of December, has no Biblical connection with Yeshua's birth. In this part of our study I will attempt to show how we can learn the birth date of Yeshua from the Bible. Our starting point is: Luke 1:5 In the time of Herod king of Judea there was a priest named Zechariah, who belonged to the priestly division of Abijah; his wife Elizabeth was also a descendant of Aaron.

From this we learn that John the Baptist's father was part of the Levitical priesthood group known as Abijah. Next we learn when Abijah served during the biblical year: I Chronicles 24:1 These were the divisions of the sons of Aaron: The sons of Aaron were Nadab, Abihu, Eleazar and Ithamar. But Nadab and Abihu died before their father did, and they had no sons; so Eleazar and Ithamar served as the priests. With the help of Zadok a descendant of Eleazar and Ahimelech a descendant of Ithamar, David separated them into divisions for their appointed order of ministering.

A larger number of leaders were found among Eleazar's descendants than among Ithamar's, and they were divided accordingly: sixteen heads of families from Eleazar's descendants and eight heads of families from Ithamar's descendants. They divided them impartially by drawing lots, for there were officials of the sanctuary and officials of God among the descendants of both Eleazar and Ithamar. The scribe Shemaiah son of Nethanel, a Levite, recorded their names in the presence of the king and of the officials: Zadok the priest, Ahimelech son of Abiathar and the heads of families of the priests and of the Levites--one family being taken from Eleazar and then one from Ithamar.

The first lot fell to Jehoiarib, the second to Jedaiah, The third to Harim, the fourth to Seorim, The fifth to Malkijah, the sixth to Mijamin, The seventh to Hakkoz, the eighth to Abijah, The ninth to Jeshua, the tenth to Shecaniah, The eleventh to Eliashib, the twelfth to Jakim, The thirteenth to Huppah, the fourteenth to Jeshebeab, The fifteenth to Bilgah, the sixteenth to Immer, The seventeenth to Hezir, the eighteenth to Happizzez, The nineteenth to Pethahiah, the twentieth to Jehezkel, The twenty-first to Jakin, the twenty-second to Gamul, The twenty-third to Delaiah and the twenty-fourth to Maaziah. This was their appointed order of ministering when they entered the temple of the LORD, according to the regulations prescribed for them by their forefather Aaron, as the LORD, the God of Israel, had commanded him.

As for the rest of the descendants of Levi: from the sons of Amram: Shubael; from the sons of Shubael: Jehdeiah. As for Rehabiah, from his sons: Isshiah was the first. From the Izharites: Shelomoth; from the sons of Shelomoth: Jahath. The sons of Hebron: Jeriah the first, Amariah the second, Jahaziel the third and Jekameam the fourth. The son of Uzziel: Micah; from the sons of Micah: Shamir. The brother of Micah: Isshiah; from the sons of Isshiah: Zechariah. The sons of Merari: Mahli and Mushi. The son of Jaaziah: Beno. The sons of Merari: from Jaaziah: Beno, Shoham, Zaccur and Ibri. From Mahli: Eleazar, who had no sons. From Kish: the son of Kish: Jerahmeel. And the sons of Mushi: Mahli, Eder and Jerimoth. These were the Levites, according to their families. They also cast lots, just as their brothers the descendants of Aaron did, in the presence of King David and of Zadok, Ahimelech, and the heads of families of the priests and of the Levites.


The families of the oldest brother were treated the same as those of the youngest. There were 24 courses. Abijah was the eighth course. David divided them and gave them instructions concerning the time they were to serve. God's Spirit showed David how he was to divide the Priests and how they were to serve: I Chronicles 28:11-13 Then David gave his son Solomon the plans for the portico of the temple, its buildings, its storerooms, its upper parts, its inner rooms and the place of atonement. He gave him the plans of all that the Spirit had put in his mind for the courts of the temple of the LORD and all the surrounding rooms, for the treasuries of the temple of God and for the treasuries for the dedicated things. He gave him instructions for the divisions of the priests and Levites, and for all the work of serving in the temple of the LORD, as well as for all the articles to be used in its service. The following verse indicates that the length of service for each course was seven days: I Chronicles 9:1-26 All Israel was listed in the genealogies recorded in the book of the kings of Israel.


The people of Judah were taken captive to Babylon because of their unfaithfulness. Now the first to resettle on their own property in their own towns were some Israelites, priests, Levites and temple servants. Those from Judah, from Benjamin, and from Ephraim and Manasseh who lived in Jerusalem were: Uthai son of Ammihud, the son of Omri, the son of Imri, the son of Bani, a descendant of Perez son of Judah. Of the Shilonites: Asaiah the firstborn and his sons. Of the Zerahites: Jeuel. The people from Judah numbered 690. Of the Benjamites: Sallu son of Meshullam, the son of Hodaviah, the son of Hassenuah; Ibneiah son of Jeroham; Elah son of Uzzi, the son of Micri; and Meshullam son of Shephatiah, the son of Reuel, the son of Ibnijah. The people from Benjamin, as listed in their genealogy, numbered 956. All these men were heads of their families. Of the priests: Jedaiah; Jehoiarib; Jakin; Azariah son of Hilkiah, the son of Meshullam, the son of Zadok, the son of Meraioth, the son of Ahitub, the official in charge of the house of God; Adaiah son of Jeroham, the son of Pashhur, the son of Malkijah; and Maasai son of Adiel, the son of Jahzerah, the son of Meshullam, the son of Meshillemith, the son of Immer.


The priests, who were heads of families, numbered 1,760. They were able men, responsible for ministering in the house of God. Of the Levites: Shemaiah son of Hasshub, the son of Azrikam, the son of Hashabiah, a Merarite; Bakbakkar, Heresh, Galal and Mattaniah son of Mica, the son of Zicri, the son of Asaph; Obadiah son of Shemaiah, the son of Galal, the son of Jeduthun; and Berekiah son of Asa, the son of Elkanah, who lived in the villages of the Netophathites. The gatekeepers: Shallum, Akkub, Talmon, Ahiman and their brothers, Shallum their chief Being stationed at the King's Gate on the east, up to the present time. These were the gatekeepers belonging to the camp of the Levites. Shallum son of Kore, the son of Ebiasaph, the son of Korah, and his fellow gatekeepers from his family (the Korahites) were responsible for guarding the thresholds of the Tent just as their fathers had been responsible for guarding the entrance to the dwelling of the LORD. In earlier times Phinehas son of Eleazar was in charge of the gatekeepers, and the LORD was with him. Zechariah son of Meshelemiah was the gatekeeper at the entrance to the Tent of Meeting. Altogether, those chosen to be gatekeepers at the thresholds numbered 212. They were registered by genealogy in their villages. The gatekeepers had been assigned to their positions of trust by David and Samuel the seer. They and their descendants were in charge of guarding the gates of the house of the LORD--the house called the Tent. The gatekeepers were on the four sides: east, west, north and south. Their brothers in their villages had to come from time to time and share their duties for seven-day periods. But the four principal gatekeepers, who were Levites, were entrusted with the responsibility for the rooms and treasuries in the house of God.


The week of service began and ended on the Sabbath: II Chronicles 23:1-8 In the seventh year Jehoiada showed his strength. He made a covenant with the commanders of units of a hundred: Azariah son of Jeroham, Ishmael son of Jehohanan, Azariah son of Obed, Maaseiah son of Adaiah, and Elishaphat son of Zicri. They went throughout Judah and gathered the Levites and the heads of Israelite families from all the towns. When they came to Jerusalem, The whole assembly made a covenant with the king at the temple of God. Jehoiada said to them, "The king's son shall reign, as the LORD promised concerning the descendants of David. Now this is what you are to do: A third of you priests and Levites who are going on duty on the Sabbath are to keep watch at the doors, A third of you at the royal palace and a third at the Foundation Gate, and all the other men are to be in the courtyards of the temple of the LORD. No one is to enter the temple of the LORD except the priests and Levites on duty; they may enter because they are consecrated, but all the other men are to guard what the LORD has assigned to them. The Levites are to station themselves around the king, each man with his weapons in his hand. Anyone who enters the temple must be put to death. Stay close to the king wherever he goes." The Levites and all the men of Judah did just as Jehoiada the priest ordered. Each one took his men--those who were going on duty on the Sabbath and those who were going off duty--for Jehoiada the priest had not released any of the divisions.


So, the week of service began and ended on the Sabbath. In addition to their normal service, the Priests, all twenty-four courses, served for three extra weeks during the year:17 Deuteronomy 16:16 Three times a year all your men must appear before the LORD your God at the place he will choose: at the Feast of Unleavened Bread, the Feast of Weeks and the Feast of Tabernacles. No man should appear before the LORD empty-handed: Now we need to do some arithmetic: 24 courses times 1 week equals 24 weeks that have been served by the twenty-four courses. Then we add the three extra weeks when all 24 corses served. We now have covered 27 weeks. A biblical year consists of twelve lunar months, of 29.5 days, which total 354 days. This is eleven days less than a solar year, of 365 days. This means that we have to cover 24 more weeks. Thus we can deduce that each course served a week at the beginning of the year, and a week at the end of the year. The Mishna agrees with this conclusion.1 (The number of days that differ from a lunar and a solar calendar, are made up by adding a leap month every two or three years. I do not yet know how the priests served these extra days.) Each course, therefore, served for one week twice a year, and three weeks a year they all served. Each course, therefore, served a total of five weeks during the year. Between the first and the eighth week of the year, two of the three times when all twenty-four courses served, intervened. The eighth course would, therefore, serve during the tenth week having allowed for the Feast of Unleavened Bread and the Feast of Weeks, which both occur during the first eight weeks of the year. This is the second Sabbath of Sivan, and the week that follows (approximately Sivan 12-18). Elizabeth conceived John the Baptist AFTER Zechariah had finished his Temple service. So, she would have become pregnant after the third Sabbath of Sivan (approximately Sivan 19-25): Luke 1:23 When his time of service was completed, he returned home.

After this his wife Elizabeth became pregnant and for five months remained in seclusion. If you go forward forty weeks, for a normal pregnancy, we see that John the Baptist was born on Passover. We would expect that this pregnancy would be perfectly normal because this is the mark og God's handiwork - perfection! It is interesting that John the Baptist was born on Passover, because one of the rituals of the Passover is to set a special place setting, for Elijah, and to open the door to welcome Elijah. Messiah said that John the Baptist was the Elijah who was to come!

Matthew 11:7-15 As John's disciples were leaving, Jesus began to speak to the crowd about

John: "What did you go out into the desert to see? A reed swayed by the wind? If not, what did you go out to see? A man dressed in fine clothes? No, those who wear fine clothes are in kings' palaces. Then what did you go out to see? A prophet? Yes, I tell you, and more than a prophet. This is the one about whom it is written: 'I will send my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way before you.' I tell you the truth: Among those born of women there has not risen anyone greater than John the Baptist; yet he who is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he. From the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of heaven has been forcefully advancing, and forceful men lay hold of it. For all the Prophets and the Law prophesied until John. And if you are willing to accept it, he is the Elijah who was to come. He who has ears, let him hear.

Exactly six months after John's conception, Mary conceives Jesus: Luke 1:23-33 When his time of service was completed, he returned home. After this his wife Elizabeth became pregnant and for five months remained in seclusion. "The Lord has done this for me," she said. "In these days he has shown his favor and taken away my disgrace among the people." In (Elizabeth's) sixth month (of pregnancy), God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a town in Galilee, To a virgin pledged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin's name was Mary. The angel went to her and said, "Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you." Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be. But the angel said to her, "Do not be afraid, Mary, you have found favor with God. You will be with child and give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, And he will reign over the house of Jacob forever; his kingdom will never end." If John the Baptist was conceived in the eleventh week, the third Sabbath week of Sivan, Yeshua would have been conceived six months later in the month of Kislev. Mary would have conceived Yeshua after the third Sabbath of Kislev, approximately Kislev 19-26. Kislev 25 is Chanukah. It is noteworthy that our Messiah, the "light of the world", was conceived on the festival of lights (Chanukah)!

So, six months after John the Baptist is born, Yeshua is born. Therefore, since John was born on the 15th day of the first month (Nisan), Yeshua (Jesus) would be born on the 15th day of the seventh month (Tishri)...six month later. The 15th day of the seventh month is known as Succoth, or the Feast of Tabernacles. Yeshua (Jesus) was born on Succoth (The Feast of Tabernacles)!

We find an allusion to Yeshua's birth during Succoth in John's gospel: John 1:14 The Word became flesh and made his dwelling (succah) among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth. Remember that a major theme of Succoth is JOY!

With this in mind ... Luke 2:4-11 So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, And she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn. And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. And ...


Matthew 2:7-12 Then Herod called the Magi secretly and found out from them the exact time the star had appeared. He sent them to Bethlehem and said, "Go and make a careful search for the child. As soon as you find him, report to me, so that I too may go and worship him."

After they had heard the king, they went on their way, and the star they had seen in the east went ahead of them until it stopped over the place where the child was. When they saw the star, they were overjoyed. On coming to the house, they saw the child with his mother Mary, and they bowed down and worshiped him. Then they opened their treasures and presented him with gifts of gold and of incense and of myrrh. And having been warned in a dream not to go back to Herod, they returned to their country by another route.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

10.17 Notes

Ps 19:14, 40:1-3, Leviticus 11:44-45, 19:2, I Peter 1:14-16

14 May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.

Psalm 40
For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.
1 I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry.
2 He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.
3 He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear and put their trust in the LORD.


44 I am the LORD your God; consecrate yourselves and be holy, because I am holy. Do not make yourselves unclean by any creature that moves about on the ground. 45 I am the LORD who brought you up out of Egypt to be your God; therefore be holy, because I am holy.

2 "Speak to the entire assembly of Israel and say to them: 'Be holy because I, the LORD your God, am holy.


14As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. 15But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; 16for it is written: "Be holy, because I am holy."

Be Holy.....H O L Y....

What does that mean? I'm holy, alright, holEy. There are so many holes in this soul....I have alot of patchwork. I wonder if God sees that sometimes. I"m sure there's a hole somewhere that my foot fits in....probably my mouth. It really needs some patchwork of its own.

As I contemplate the taste of my shoe....Jars of Clay ring in the background.

A promise or a dare
I would jump if I knew you'd catch me
Staring over the edge
I can't tell if you'll be here for me
I close my eyes and make a wish
Turn out the lights and take a breath
Pray that when the wick is burned
You would say that it's all about love

CHORUS: You were there when I needed you
You were there when the skies broke wide, wide open
You were there when I needed you
You were there when the skies broke wide, wide open

You were never here
I remember you said Love was more than your good intentions
Empty boxes on the floor
Things I never asked you for
I pray that when the wick is burned
You would say that it's all about love

And I can't see the promise of
Excuses you fall upon I pray to God not holding on
To things you've left undone

You were there when I You were there when I You were there when I needed


Interesting Choice of Words....

A promise or a dare
I would jump if I knew you'd catch me
Staring over the edge
I can't tell if you'll be here for me

There is a sense of doubt. I would jump if I Knew....

I think I feel that way sometimes...er...alot.....more often than I would like to admit. I stare over the edge fearing I'll be pushed. Like a mother eagle pushes her young out of the nest, a lesson in flying. I think do I really want to fly? Fly in terms of rapture...ok, yes. Fly in terms of lessons...sipping my coffee to get the shoe taste out of my mouth...the answer is NO.

But then, HOW do I learn, I do I know You'll Catch Me? The peace I have right now is scarey...I peer around the corner...stare over the edge. Please don't push me, PLEASE don't push me...PUL-EASE don't push me.

Off I go......

Did I miss the part where I say Geranamooooooo?

To be continued.....

10.11 Notes

Hebrews 3:1, Hebrews 13:8, Joshua 1:7

These are my thoughts today....

1Therefore, holy brothers, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, the apostle and high priest whom we confess.


8Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.


7 Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.


In my journal here I write. "May I" May I be strong and courageous.... Yes I May...but can I? will I? Is more the question. Again today, I petition for renewal, development, change.

I listen to Creflo Dollar for a while....he is teaching on Who Am I in Christ. Do You Know WHO You Are?

*Made in His Image
*Gods Princess
*Seed of Abraham
*Joint Heir
*Righteousness of God
*MORE than a conquorer

Jesus came to give us [back] the Authority.
Adam had the authority and gave it away
Jesus came to take back the authority and give it to us.

Satan likes to attack your identity....your authority.

You have the authority...some things God won't do for you because YOU have the authority.

So tell me, WHO ARE YOU?

Friday, November 11, 2005

David and Goliath

Then as I'm reading I hear Casting Crowns....the voice of truth...

Oh what I would do to have The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant With just a sling and a stone Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors Shaking in their armor Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

Then I GOT IT again!

Its OK to shake in your armor, so then I read the familiar story of David and Goliath. And notice a few things about Goliath...he had on armor and he had a shield bearer.

David was obedient to his father...delegated the shepherding, packed his supplies, went on the journey, gave his "baggage" to the appropriate person when he arrived, didn't let the "talk" of his brother bother him and RAN to the battle.

The reward was that his family wouldn't have to pay taxes to Saul...hhahaha, little does Saul know!

Also I kept thinking about The Armor...what went thru my mind over and over was "feet shod with the preparation of the gospel"

Shod....what does that mean? So I looked it up.

From the root word: Deo
to bind tie, fasten
to bind, fasten with chains, to throw into chains
metaph.
Satan is said to bind a woman bent together by means of a demon, as his messenger, taking possession of the woman and preventing her from standing upright
to bind, put under obligation, of the law, duty etc. 1b
to be bound to one, a wife, a husband
to forbid, prohibit, declare to be illicit

The Metaphor is what caught my attention. That is exactly how I have felt over the past few weeks. But I kept praying and seeking God and doing my bible study and reading the word.

10/20

YIKES I need to update this place!

This is from my journal October 20th

have studied and prayed and studied and cried out to the Lord. I got a revelation the other day. It just HIT ME!

I started reading colossians...which for some reason led me to Phillipians 3.

We all know it....say it with me...
12Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 13Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

yada yada yada....we can all say it forwards and backwards.

For some reason I have not seen this before....I guess cuz I have focused so much on "not that I have already obtained this.....or fogetting what is behind....straining...I press on....

This jumped off the page yesterday.

15All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. 16Only let us live up to what we have already attained.

Only let us live up to what we have already attained. Ok so all this stuff that I haven't attained.....don't try to live up to that.

I am not Prov. 31 Woman. (not yet)I am not who I want to be (not yet) who I will be come is still "becoming". The full of me hasn't been "attained".

Only live up to what I have attained. I GET IT!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

How Could I Ask For More - Cindy Morgan

There's nothing like the warmth of a summer afternoon
Walking to the sunlight, and being cradled my the moon
Catching fireflies at night
Building castles in the sand
Kissing Mam's face goodnight
And holding Daddy's hand

Thank you Lord, how could I ask for more

Running barefoolt in the grass
A little hide and go seek
Being so in love, that you can hardly eat
Dancing in the dark, when there's no one else around
Being bundled 'neath the covers, watching snow
Fall to the ground

Thank you Lord, how could I ask for more

So many things I thought would bring me happiness
Some dreams that are realities today
Such an irony the things that mean the most to me
Are the memories that I've made along the way

So if there's anything I've learned
From this journey I am on
Simple truths will keep you going
Simple love will keep you strong
Cause there are questions without answers
Flames that never die
Heartaches we go through are often blessings in disguise
So thank you Lord, oh thank you Lord
How could I ask for more

09/22 Journal Notes

Joyce Myer Notes:

She says every time she goes to a new city.

I bind the strongholds in Jesus Name! Satan I will go in and rob your kingdom today. Souls will be saved, people will be filled with the Holy Spirit. I plead the Blood of Jesus over myself that the enemy can't come against me and do me harm. No demonic activity can be successful against me, as I go in and rob satans kingdom! I am covered in the Name of Jesus!! AMEN!

SAY IT!!

I RESIST YOU
I BIND YOU
I REBUKE YOU IN THE NAME OF JESUS!

* Be determined not to be talked out of the will of God! Don't go to people for something you can get from God!

* Don't fall into the trap of spening your life being mad at people.
* Hurting people - hurt people
* Somewhere along the line someone has to draw a blood line [of Jesus] and say IT STOPS WITH ME!! ITS NOT GOING TO THE NEXT GENERATION!!

I AM NOT GONNA LIVE WITH HATRED
I AM NOT GONNA LIVE WITH BITTERNESS
I REFUSE TO LIFE OFFENDED ALL THE TIME!!

1) Recognize that God is your source and He uses different resources. Just because something is drying up in your life doesn't mean there is sin, its means there is CHANGE!

LET GOD BE GOD AND YOU BE YOU!
You can't be the Holy Spirit to yourself!

2) Trust God with your future.

GOD IN LIGHT AND IN HIM THERE IS NO DARKNESS!! AT ALL!!
You CAN trust God.
Trust in the quality of his Character!

Give it all to God.
Your marriage, your kids, your finances, your relationships.

* If fear stays in your life, your fears will come true.
* Where there is fear - there is confusion and strongholds and that is ABMORNAL for the believer!

* Behaviour comes out of our belief system. Fear damages your relationship with God.
* Fear fosters torment.

Causes of Fear:

1) Sin - to miss the mark
2) Learn behaviour - from parents, superstitions, school, society
3) Ignorance - False arrogance
4) Imaginations - False Evidence Appearing Real

Change comes by the Word of God!

09/16 Journal Notes

Fear is anything that moves you from a stability in faith - the Word of God acting in your life.

Fear causes you to panic, to abort the Word over your life and look at your circumstances.

REMEMBER - Wes King

Remember
Oh, I never will forget
My Ebeneezer
Is the day You paid my debt

So tender
Was the way that we first met
I thought I heard the angels singing
I thought I heard my mama cry
As I walked down the aisle
And I will...

Remember
When a sea was in between
Me and where I needed to be free
And then there
In the moment of my need
The ocean floor went dry
And You divided the sea
And saved my life

Remember
Wont' you tell me one more time
Just to be here
Is in iteself a glorious sign
Consider
And let it ease this weary mind
Every thing has worked together
There's a purpose in the pain
These trials are not in vain

HOLD ME JESUS - Rich Mullens

Well, sometimes my life
Just don't make sense at all
When the mountains look so big
And my faith just seems so small

CHORUS:
So hold me Jesus,
'cause I'm shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won't You be my Prince of Peace

And I wake up in the night and feel the dark
It's so hot inside my soul
I swear there must be blisters on my heart

CHORUS

Surrender don't come natural to me
I'd rather fight You for something I don't really want
Than to take what You give that I need
And I've beat my head against so many walls
Now I'm falling down, I'm falling on my knees

And this Salvation Army band
Is playing this hymn
And Your grace rings out so deep
It makes my resistance seem so thin

CHORUS

You have been King of my glory
Won't You be my Prince of Peace

Journal Notes - Songs on my mind

Sept 12. Joyce Myer Notes:

* When God saves you, He doesn't change your personality.

* The input of the Word of God will have the output of a changed life.

Jill Phillips - STEEL BARS

So this is how it feels at the rock bottom of despair
When the house I built comes crashing down
And this is how it feels when I know the man that I say I am
Is not the man that I am when no one's around
This is how it feels to come alive again
And start fighting back to gain control
And this is how it feels to let freedom in
And break these chains that enslave my soul

CHORUS: I refuse to be locked up in here like a prison cell
Where all I ever get is a meal and four walls
I used to be just fine in here but not anymore
Gonna break through these steel bars

So tell me how it feels when the tables start to turn
And you find yourself at the losing end
Tell me how it feels, you're not welcome here
'Cause I'm tired of pain and I'm tired of sin

CHORUS

I won't let you win
I have no doubt
I don't want you in
So get out, get out

CHORUS I refuse to be locked up in here like a prison cell
Where all I ever get is a meal and four walls
I used to be just fine in here but not anymore
Gonna break through these steel bars

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Borne - Words byt Naomi Thompson

I think this says it all....

Borne of dust, I get so dirty, But You pick me up, brush me off. Send me on my way. Borne of flesh, I get so caught up in my story, It's so human to concern myself with. Everything that I seem to be going through. But Lord, where would I be. Without this flesh to remind me.

Chorus 1: I was borne to breathe, Borne to be broken, Borne to realize that it's not I, But the You in me. Borne to live, AND Borne to love You. I was borne to die. Knowing that my life is not mine.

Hook: So Lord, thank you for the thorn, I've had to bear. From the day that I was borne.

Borne of love, Love so perfect. You are Heaven's thought, gift of God. Come to save the world. Born of flesh and born of Spirit, My sweet Savior it's so like You. To concern Yourself with, Everything that I seem to be going through. Oh Lord, where would I be, Without Your love to remind me. Chorus 1

Hook: So Lord, thank you for the thorn, I've had to bear. From the day that I was borne.

Bridge for 2nd Chorus: You were borne to breathe, Borne to be broken.....

Chorus 2: You were borne to breathe, Borne to be broken, Borne so that I would realize, You are all I need. Borne to live, Borne to love (save) me. You were borne to die so that I, Could be completely free. (Repeat)

Hook: So Lord, thank you for the thorns, for the thorns, you chose to bear, So that I could be... I could be borne. I could be borne.

Scriptural References:(John 3:16, Psalm 46:1, 2 Cor. 4:7-9 & 12:9, 1 Peter 5:7, Romans 8:26)

Friday, September 09, 2005

September 8 - MORNING TEA!

DO IT ANYWAY

'Let every detail in your lives - words, actions, whatever - be done in the name of the master, Jesus . . .' Colossians 3:17 TM

When Bishop Abel Muzorere was asked to lead the African National Congress, he prayed as he had never prayed before. Most of his predecessors had been killed or imprisoned, so he struggled with the decision, until a friend handed him these life-changing words:

'People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered - love them anyway!
If you do good, they'll accuse you of selfishness or ulterior motives - do good anyway!
When you're successful, your friends may be false, your enemies will be real - succeed anyway!
The good you do today may soon be forgotten tomorrow - do good anyway!
Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable - be honest and frank anyway!
The biggest people with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest people with the smallest minds - think big anyway!

People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs - fight for the underdog anyway!

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight - build anyway!

Give the world the best you've got and the chances are that you'll still be despised - give your best anyway!'

You say, 'How is such a lifestyle possible?' Listen: 'Let every detail in your lives - words, actions, whatever - be done in the Name of the Master, Jesus, thanking God . . . every step of the way' (Colossians 3:17 TM). Now, that's the way to live!

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Sept. 6 thoughts on forgiveness

I have dealt with alot in my (nearly) 37 years of life. As I have allowed God work in my life, really trusted him with my pain, I have seen miracles. I have been delivered. I have been freed from bondage.

What I had to do was write down a list of people who hurt me, wounded me, used me, abused me or abandoned me in any way. At first I had to start with a small list. The things I thought I could handle. As I wrote the names down, I prayed for that person and then I said outloud. I FORGIVE YOU. Sometimes I had to say, By the Grace of God, I forgive you. Others were easier. I would do this once a week. I'd have a list fo 3-4 people and I would pray for them that week and pray for the stregnth and courage to forgive. I have had to work on an attitude of forgiveness. Just this week I was faced with a serious offense. I had to decide to forgive. I had to decide I wanted that person to hear God say, "....this is what you did to shelly, and she chose to forgive you almost instantly..." I want my reward to be in Heaven.

Forgiveness is really a choice. Holding onto the past is really a choice. A choice that causes one to be bitter, jealous, harsh, resentful and unforgiving. Its like taking poison hoping it will kill your enemy. It never works. Forgiveness is more about you and your reward in heaven, than it is about the other person.

A bigger thing for me was to forgive God. Not that He needs it or that it is even mine to give to God....but I knew I harbored so much resentment....so many questions....if you are really God then THIS or THAT...But as the years went on that I had to see that was me telling Christ...if you are really the Son of God, get down from the cross. Who am I to do that? Jesus stayed on the cross FOR ME. In that while I was still a sinner, Christ died for me. Said forgive Shelly, for she knows not what she does.

I had to get out of an attitude that I had to make people pay for what they had done to me. That I didn't see God doing anything, so far He hadn't struck anyone down with lightening....WHERE WAS GOD? WHERE? Why hadn't He come to my rescue? What kind of God would let me be treated like this, over and over and over..... I can tell you this...What Satan intended to for evil, God has turned it into good, in my life.

I had an opportunity to be pressed the other day, to have another rough spot buffed out....it was unpleasant. It was just another feable attempt by the enemy to try to make me tell him who I am....define my worth..... I'll tell you one thing, the DEVIL IS A LIAR! God doesn't consult my past to determine my future! Satan can only back me up to my last experience with God...The more often the experience, the less I go one step forward, two steps back.

Who Am I? He says??? I AM A CHILD OF GOD! Creator, Maker, Life-Sustainer, Comforter, Healer, My Redeemer, Lord and King, Beginning And The End.....I AM THAT I AM. Maybe satan is familiar with Him...but that's a sermon for another day... :)

I heard Joyce Myer say a few weeks ago...Nothing is trusting God more than going thru something that you could change, but knowing it is Gods will for you to be uncomfortable. Let God work in your life.

He is trustworthy, He is faithful, He is able, your issues are not too big for Him, He'll meet you where you are, but you have to ask Him to come to you....Not tell Him what you want and what you want Him to do, he's not a menu....allow His will to be done in your life. You will receive, healing, freedom, recovery, restoration, rest...

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Morning Tea!! ITS BACK!

I receive this from my dear friend Cheryl, who gets it from her sister in law. Whoever writes this is awesome. This always speaks to me.


Are you responding to pressures or priorities?

"He shall . . . wear out the saints." Daniel 7:25

One day a caterpillar met a friend at the psychiatrist's office and asked, "Are you coming or going?" His friend replied, "If I knew that, I wouldn't be here!"

Satan's goal is to wear you out until you don't know whether you're coming or going! He does it by weighing you down with things that aren't necessarily sinful, but drain you physically and emotionally. Daniel says in the last days the enemy will "wear out the saints." If you doubt it, look at the pressures you face every day - work, finances, church commitments, and family. No wonder you're frazzled!

Paul says, "Let us lay aside every weight . . . and . . . run . . . the race . . . set before us" (Hebrews 12:1). Knowing what to pick up and what to set down is your job - not God's.

Establish priorities, then discipline yourself to live by them. Nobody was more dedicated to God's work than Jesus, but even He needed time alone with His Father. One of the first priorities set by the New Testament church leaders was to dedicate themselves to God's Word and prayer. How? By assigning others to handle the administrative load. (See Acts 6).

Learn: (a) what to offload, (b) what to delegate, (c) what not to pick up in the first place. And saying, "I don't have time," doesn't cut it. Everybody gets the same 24 hours to respond to either pressures or priorities. Decide what to set aside for now, and what to unload for good. Don't get so involved with the work of God that you neglect the God of the work!

More Journal songs...

As I sit in my prayer time and bible study each day I have music on....as things bless me or are relavent to what I am studying, I write it down. Each time I hear this...I am convicted....by the words...."Did I point to you ENOUGH to make a mark on things...."

Nichole Nordeman (my hero - although I don't know her, I think I want to be her when I grow up)

I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter.......much

I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world


I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love?
Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy

I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy

Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...

by Nichole Nordeman 2002 Ariose Music

If ever there were an anthem or a prayer for my life, this is it...

MISTAKEN By Warren Barfield

I shouldn’t have to tell you who I am
Cause who I am should be speaking for itself
Cause if I am who I want to be
Then who you see won’t even be me
Oh the more and more I disappear
The more and more He becomes clear

Chorus:
‘ Til everyone I talk to hears His voice
And everything I touch feels the warmth of His hand
‘ Til everyone I meet
Sees Jesus in me
This is all I wanna be
I wanna be mistaken
For Jesus
Oh I wanna be mistaken

Do they only see who we are
But who we are should be pointing them to Christ
Cause we are who He chose to use
To spread the news
Of the way the truth and the life
Oh I want all I am to die
So all He is can come alive

‘ Til everyone I talk to hears His voice
And everything I touch feels the warmth of His hand
‘ Til everyone I meet
Sees Jesus in me
This is all I wanna be
I wanna be mistaken
For Jesus
Oh I wanna be
Oh I need to be mistaken
For you
Oh I wanna be mistaken

BRIDGE:
May He touch with my hands
See through my eyes
May He speak through my lips
Live through my life
I want Him to
I want Him to live

More journal songs...How Could I Ask For More?

I am always touched when I hear this song and I am thankful for simple blessings....the sun, the moon, the grass, the sand, the snow, nature around me....trials, heartache, the smile on my childrens face...

HOW COULD I ASK FOR MORE - Cindy Morgan From Real Life

There's nothing like the warmth of a summer afternoon
Walking to the sunlight, and being cradled my the moon
Catching fireflies at night
Building castles in the sand
Kissing Mam's face goodnight
And holding Daddy's hand
Thank you Lord, how could I ask for more

Running barefoolt in the grass
A little hide and go seek
Being so in love, that you can hardly eat
Dancing in the dark, when there's no one else around
Being bundled 'neath the covers, watching snow
Fall to the ground
Thank you Lord, how could I ask for more

So many things I thought would bring me happiness
Some dreams that are realities today
Such an irony the things that mean the most to me
Are the memories that I've made along the way

So if there's anything I've learned
From this journey I am on
Simple truths will keep you going
Simple love will keep you strong

Cause there are questions without answers
Flames that never die
Heartaches we go through are often blessings in disguise
So thank you Lord, oh thank you Lord How could I ask for more

Shane and Shane still ROCK!

Songs in my journal from August 16th

yearn by shane barnard
holy design
this place in time
that i might seek and find my God
my God

Lord i want to yearn for You
i want to burn with passion
over You and only You
Lord i want to yearn

Your joy is mine
yet why am i fine
with all my singing and bringing grain
in light of Him

oh You give life and breath
through Him You give all things
in Him we live and move
that's why i sing


mercy reigns by shane barnard

she hides her face, it seems too good
for Your embrace to find her
and say, "my dove, your voice is sweets
how me your form... your form is lovely"

Your mercy reigns
Your mercy comes
Your mecy falls
and rises with the sun
Your mercy reigns
Your mercy comes
Your mecy falls
and rises with the sun
its new every morning
its new every morning
its good enough for me

no ear has heard a melody
as sweet as yours for her
it seems too good, so undeserved
my heart faints now, for we are her

Your mercy reigns
Your mercy comes
Your mercy falls
and rises with the sun
Your mercy reigns
Your mercy comes
Your mercy falls
and rises with the sun

i will abide in Your love, Your love(song of solomon 2:14, lamentations 3:22-23)

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

AUGUST 17th I got a new brother!

Today 29 years ago, I got a new sibling. My brother. He is such a charmer. He is so kind and generous. He is so tenderhearted. He is humorous, he has been the source of a lot of laughter over the years.

He is such an awesome person and I love him.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY! BUB!!!!!!!

What is Grace?

This is a question in my study for this week.

What IS Grace? What is it?

Goodwill, Lovingkindness, undeserved favor....sure.

Here is the Websters version:

1. A characteristic or quality pleasing for its charm or refinement.
2. A disposition to be generous or helpful; goodwill.
3. Mercy; clemency.
4. A favor rendered by one who need not do so; indulgence.
5. A temporary immunity or exemption; a reprieve.
6. Divine love and protection bestowed freely on people.
7. The state of being protected or sanctified by the favor of God.
8. An excellence or power granted by God.
9. A short prayer of blessing or thanksgiving said before or after a meal.


Our feable English language doesn't come close to defining what God's Grace is to us.

Ephesians 1: 1-2


1Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, To the saints in Ephesus, the faithful in Christ Jesus:
2Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

Grace to you....this is not just a salutation...for as much as Paul loved this church I think this is what he had in mind when he said....Grace to you from God...


grace:
1. that which affords joy, pleasure, delight, sweetness, charm, loveliness: grace of speech

2. good will, loving-kindness, favour
of the merciful kindness by which God, exerting his holy influence upon souls, turns them to Christ, keeps, strengthens, increases them in Christian faith, knowledge, affection, and kindles them to the exercise of the Christian virtues

3. what is due to grace
the spiritual condition of one governed by the power of divine grace
the token or proof of grace, benefit
a gift of grace
benefit, bounty

4. thanks, (for benefits, services, favours), recompense, reward


So I say to you today.....GRACE! to you from God our Father....

I am forced to restore....

I studied Psalm 69 and in the first few verses David says. "I am forced to restore what I did not steal"

That jumped off the page at me, because of my background. Product of the times, statistics? I don't know the answer. I'd say alot has been stolen from me. And now, I am forced to restore it, myself. I felt that way for a long time. I had to be restored, I had to do it.

Memorial Day Weekend 1995. I made a commitment to God and started praying. I had some prayer books which really helped cuz they were full of scripture. So I could look them up and do a little reading.

From that time on I didn't always live right. I thought *I* needed to clean up my act. *I* needed to get myself right, before God would accept me. It has taken years to figure out that God is For Me. God Loves Me - as if there were no one else. He's not couting the hairs on my head...He Knows the number and it changes daily. He knows me that intimately. It is His desire to bless me, He's not out to get me. I finally "get it."

In the past 5 years I have read my bible alot and prayed. In the past 2 years I have really prayed for change. Change me. What I really meant, now I see....Restore me.

In the past year or so I have listened and learned from various teachers. One things I learned was how to study the bible. I definately learned to read beyond the Psalms. There was a time in my life where all I could do was say "help me God, please, if You're really there, help me." Now I say....Restore me, God I know you're really there, restore me.

The psalmist says...I am forced to restore what I did not steal.

All kinds of bad things have happened to me in my life, physical and sexual abuse, abusive relationships, divorce, abandonment, rejection....SO WHAT! *shrug* THANK GOD! Thank Him that I can shrug. It is the past, its over, I am indifferent. Now, I have a story to tell of restoration, reconciliation. My life can be a testimony to other who have been me, who are me. The me of yesterday.

I started doing some research on "restore" God says He Restores. He will restore.
Over and Over:

I will restore the ruins....Isaiah 44:26
I will restore so that you may serve.... Jer. 15:19
I will restore you to the promised land... Jer. 16:15
I will restore you to health and heal your wounds.....Jer. 30:17
I will restore your fortune, your home, I will rebuild you....Jer.30:18
Six places in Jeremiah God says I will restore your fortune

"I will restore Davids fallen tent, I wil repair its broken place, restore its ruins and built it as it used to be, so that the remnant of men and all the nations that bear my name may seek The Lord " Declares the Lord, who will do these things. Amos 9:11-12

I will restore twice as much and make you strong....Zechariah 9: 11-13

6 "I will strengthen the house of Judah and save the house of Joseph. I will restore them because I have compassion on them. They will be as though I had not rejected them, for I am the LORD their God and I will answer them. Zechariah 10: 6

Gods Word tells me....He is in the restoration business.

Debt of Gratitude By Andy Chrisman

You brought me back to life
You healed my broken heart
You've given me my sight
You've taken me by storm

You gave it all away
To come and rescue me
And day after day
Your love delivers me

What can I ever do to thank You
What do I owe You
What can I pay
My debt of gratitude
Grows everyday
And all I have to give
Is an offering of love
A sacrifice of praise

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Held - Natalie Grant

In light of the recents deaths in my family I dedicate this to them.

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.

[Chorus:]
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred know our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

[Chorus:]
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

[Bridge:]
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

[Chorus:]
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

Monday, August 01, 2005

August...August and everything after

Its the name of a great album...a great album by a good band. Its the name of the album because the writers birthday is in August.

Mine isn't...but thats still a good title.

August is here. I have had a new revalation...I should write. DUH!! How many times do I need to hear that, from friends, family, thoughts rollin' around in my head....hey jot that down...I should write about this or that.

okay
OKay
O-KAY!

How do I start it...what do I say...what do I write about? My life?

"Huh? I am not a bum. I'm a jerk. I once had wealth, power, and the love of a beautiful woman. Now I only have two things: my friends and... uh... my thermos. Huh? My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi."

Ok, not me...lets start over...

well, i guess you'll have to read the book. pray for me that I have direction, words, time, and good grammer...grammar? see I need help!

Again this is on my mind...it seems to be a theme these days.

Casting Crowns The Voice of Truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat
I'm in On to the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves aren't looking so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus Singing over me

3rd Day Show Me Your Glory

I caught a glimpse of Your splendor
In the corner of my eye
The most beautiful thing
I've ever seen
And it was like a flash of lightning
Reflected off the sky
And I know I'll never be the same

Show me Your glory
Send down your presence
I want to see your face
Show me Your glory
Majesty shines about You
I can't go on without You, Lord

When I climb down the mountain
And get back to my life
I won't settle for ordinary things
I'm gonna follow You forever
And for all of my days
I won't rest 'til I see You again

Show me Your glory
Show me Your glory
I can't live without You


GREAT QUOTE:

God doesn't consult your past when determining your future!

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

oooh adding pix is easy!


This is me with my VBS kiddos!! We had a great time!!

I"ll have to get back to this...but

We are doing a study of Esther in our small group and wow...the story is awesome. Some days I think, I know this story forwards and backwards and it bores me.

But in studying it yesterday I saw it in another way.

The first way that I have always looked at it as us...according to Hebrews 4:15-16

15For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin. 16Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

She put on her royal robes and paces (probably with panic in her heart) the hallway of the throne room, to be noticed by the King. From Esther 5

When he saw Queen Esther standing in the court, he was pleased with her and held out to her the gold scepter that was in his hand. So Esther approached and touched the tip of the scepter.

3 Then the king asked, "What is it, Queen Esther? What is your request? Even up to half the kingdom, it will be given you."

I have seen this passage at us...approaching the throne of grace with confidence....

Today I saw it as God standing in the doorway of our heart...our throne room....control room.

Will we say "I am pleased with You" and hold out our control so that The Lord can approach.....Will we really listen to His Request. Will we even offer him half our kingdom?

Whats in the heart defines....the Measure of a Man....

Songs on my mind today.....

Measure of a Man - 4Him

This world can analyze and size you up
And throw you on the scales
They can IQ you and run you thorugh
Their rigorous details
They can do their best to rate
And they'll place you on their charts
And then back it up with scientific smarts
But there's more to what you're worth
Than what their human eyes can see

CHORUS:
Oh I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I found out the measure of a man
God knows and understand
For He looks inside to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man

Well you can doubt your worth
And search for who you are and where you stand
But God made you in His image
When He formed you in His hands
And He looks at you with mercy
And He sees you through His love
You're His child and that will always be enough
For there's more to what your worth
Than you could ever comprehend

BRIDGE:
You can spend your life persuing physical perfection
But there's so much more than ever meets the eye
For God looks through the surface
And he defines your worth by what is on the inside

BRAVE:

Brave(Nichole Nordeman, Jay Joyce)For Charlie, who rearranged my fearful heart.

The gate is wide
The road is paved in moderation
The crowd is kind and quick to pull you in
Welcome to the middle ground
You’re safe and sound and
Until now, it’s where I’ve been
‘Cause it’s been fear that ties me down to everything
But it’s been love, your love, that cuts the strings

So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave

I am small
And I speak when I’m spoken to
But I am willing to risk it all
I say your name
Just your name and I’m ready to jump
Even ready to fall…
Why did I take this vow of compromise
?Why did I try to keep it all inside?

I’ve never known a fire that didn’t begin with a flame
Every storm will start with just a drop of rain
But if you believe in me, that changes everything

©2005 Birdwing Music / Birdboy Songs (ASCAP)


And because I love Nichole...and I swear she rights my thoughts...
Were we seperated at birth??

Started rubbing sticks together
I thought a spark would take forever
I never dreamt this fire would appear

When Moses saw the Bush in flames
And heard the branches speak his name
I wonder if he felt this kind of fear

CHORUS:

'Cause I'm burnin'
Yeah, I'm burnin'
And I know I'm gonna blister in these flames
So I'll stay here 'Till this smoke clears
And I'll find you in the ashes that remain

Used to be that I could say
My faith was one arm's length away
From any flame that ever felt too warm

Asked for matches, but I recieved
A gallon full of gasoline
Now my cozy campfire days are gone


'Knock with caution at the door'
They said, 'Beware of what you're praying for'
So I'll stand here with my whole desire
In the middle of this forest fire
'Till I've nothing left to show
And new life begins to grow...

Monday, July 18, 2005

song on my mind today

WHY Bethany Dillon


This house s echoing
With the sound of You knocking at the door
But with three locks
And the shades down
You are easy to ignore
I put You on like an old pair of shoes
I’ve put You off, but now I need You

Why, this love that never leaves me
Why are You holding me tonight
Can’t deny this love that is given me
Why, this love will never leave

You’re a good strategy when I need one
An angle when there is none
Like a doormat
That always says welcome
No matter how much dirt I rub on
But when I am tired and run through
Look over this hill, I’m running to You

Another from SHANE AND SHANE!

yearn by shane barnard

holy design
this place in time
that i might seek and find my God
my God

Lord i want to yearn for You
i want to burn with passion
over You and only You
Lord i want to yearn

Your joy is mine
yet why am i fine
with all my singing and bringing grain
in light of Him
oh You give life and breath
through Him You give all things
in Him we live and move
that's why i sing

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Assurance of Salvation?

Todays lesson was great and our teacher always has a personal story to tell. I really appreciate what he said today. I did some more research and I asked a few questions here and there.

Here is what a few people came up with in response to my question.

Lurk:

The short answer is that there is no support in the Scriptures for such a view. Possibly the best way to deal with this is to ask where and what verses the notion came from. A correct explanation of a Scripture passage clarifies such a problem.

The fruit of the Spirit is the result of a believer living under the filling of the Holy Spirit and growing to maturity through the intake of the Word of God--spiritual growth. Lack of spiritual growth and/or lack of manifesting the fruit of the Spirit does not in any way imply loss of salvation. The Bible teaches once saved, always saved. The believer out of fellowship is barren, does not produce fruit, and is under divine discipline, especially if the status is prolonged; but he does not lose his salvation.

Menwhile, here are some points to consider regarding eternal security:

Eternal Security Approaches
1.Positional Approach: Romans 8:1; Ephesians 1:3-6; Jude 1. Every believer is in union with Christ—Romans 8:38, 39.

2.Logical Approach: Romans 5:9, 10, 15, 17, 20 with 8:32. God did the “most” for us when we were His enemies and will do “much more” for us as His sons. Romans 8:38, 39.

3.The Hand Approach: John 10:28; Psalm 37:23-24. The believer is held by God’s hand, and He will never let go.

4.Experiential Approach: 2 Timothy 2:12-13. Though a believer may say he no longer believes, God remains faithful, because He is immutable. The Lord Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit indwells the believer and He cannot deny Himself.a)2 Tim. 2:12 speaks of rewards. “Deny us” (believers) rewards. When a believer denies Christ, he is out of fellowship and therefore not producing.b)2 Tim. 2:13, “believe not”—stops believing. A believer denouncing Jesus Christ, yet He keeps on abiding faithful—He cannot deny the unconditional quality of our salvation.

5.Family Approach: Galatians 3:26; John 1:12. We are born into God’s family, we cannot be unborn.

6.Inheritance Approach: 1 Peter 1:4,5, based on Omnipotence. Heirs of God.

7.Body Approach: 1 Corinthians 12:13, 21. Christ, the head of the body can never say to any member of the body (a believer) that He does not need him.

8.The Sovereignty of God Approach: 2 Peter 3:9; Jude 24.

9.Greek Tense Approach:
b)Aorist tense: (once and for all) Acts 16:31.c)Perfect tense: (saved in the past with the result that you keep on being saved forever). Ephesians 2:8,9; Colossians 2:6; Romans 8:1.

10.Sealing ministry of the Holy Spirit Approach: Guarantee for protection and safe delivery at destination (heaven). 2 Corinthians 1:22; Ephesians 1:13; 4:30; 2 Timothy 2:19.

11.Title Deed Approach: Jude 24, 25; 1 Peter 1:5—God will keep any promise made.

12.God’s Essence Approach: God never goes back on His character. Romans 8:35, (love); 8:38, 39; 14:4.

13.Marriage Approach: Revelation 19:1-10 (Eternal Relationship).

14.God’s Faithfulness Approach: 2 Timothy 2:11-13; 1 Corinthians 3:4, 5; Revelation 19:11.

15.Jesus Christ’s Work on the Cross Approach: Hebrews 10:14. Denying eternal security is to deny the finished work of the Lord Jesus Christ and reduces the sacrifice of Jesus Christ to the level of offering bulls and goats. The sacrifice of Christ abides: John 5:24; Hebrews 10:14.

16.Fact of New Creation Approach: Colossians 2:10 “… ye are complete in Him.” 2 Corinthians 5:17; Ephesians 2:6.

17.Assignment Approach: Assigned eternal life, Acts 13:48 (Greek).

18.How a Believer is Described Approach: Colossians 3:12; elect, holy, beloved.

19.The Verse Approach: Passage upon passage, verse upon verse screams eternal security. Proverbs 24:12, 14; 1 Corinthians 3:11; Psalm 37:24, 28; Colossians 2:6; John 5:14-16, 36; Romans 14:4; Colossians 2:13; John 5:24.

20.The Father Undertakes fore the Believer Approach:
b)The Unconditional Covenants: Abrahamic, Palestinian, Davidic & New.c)Infinite power of the Father to set free, save, keep: John 10:29; Romans 4:21, 8:31, 38, 39; 14:4; Ephesians 1:19-21; 3:20; Phil. 3:21; 2 Tim. 1:12; Heb. 7:25; Jude 24.d)Infinite love of God: Romans 5:7-10; Ephesians 1:4.e)Influence on the Father of the prayer of the Son of God—John 17:19-20.

21.The Holy Spirit undertakes for the Believer Approach: a)Regeneration: Entrance into that which cannot be removed. John 3:4-6; 1 Peter 1:23; 2 Peter 1:4; 1 John 3:9.b)Indwelling: Holy Spirit is given, Romans 8:15; 1 Corinthans 2:12; 6:19; 1 John 2:27.c)Baptism: Spirit, not water, by which the believer is joined to Christ as to stay eternally in new creation. 1 Corinthians 12:13; Galatians 3:27.d)Sealing. Ephesians 1:13-14; 4:30.

22.God the Father Cares Approach: John 3:16

23.God the Son Cares Approach: John 10, 11, 15, 17.

24.God the Holy Spirit Cares Approach: John 14:17, 18, 26; John 16:7-14.

25.Unbeliever’s Care Approach: Luke 16:26-31. Even the man in hell had a care for his unbelieving brothers.

26.Angel’s Care Approach. Luke 15:7, 10.

Also here are a few links for you, from Lynn.

http://deanbible.org/Media/Doctrines/A-G/Eternal%20Security.pdf

Lots more great info, including books and recordings at no charge, can be found at:
http://www.graceatlanta.orghttp://www.berachah.org/http://www.deanbible.org

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Evolution

Anyone who knows me, knows my passion about the things God is revealing to the world! Biblical artifacts being found and cataloged. The truth will be known!!!

However, articles like the one below remind me again of II Timothy 3:7 "always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth. "

"Missing Link" Still Missing

Imaginations certainly took flight over Archaeoraptor Liaoningensis, a birdlike fossil with a meat-eater’s tail that was spirited out of northeastern China, ‘discovered’ at a Tucson, Arizona, gem and mineral show last year, and displayed at the National Geographic Society in Washington, D.C. Some 110,000 visitors saw the exhibit, which closed January 17; millions more read about the find in November’s National Geographic. Now, paleontologists are eating crow. Instead of ‘a true missing link’ connecting dinosaurs to birds, the specimen appears to be a composite, its unusual appendage likely tacked on by a Chinese farmer, not evolution.


"Archaeoraptor is hardly the first ‘missing link’ to snap under scrutiny. In 1912, fossil remains of an ancient hominid were found in England’s Piltdown quarries and quickly dubbed man’s apelike ancestor. It took decades to reveal the hoax." U.S. News & World Report, February 14, 2000


"Darwin admitted that millions of ‘missing links,’ transitional life forms, would have to be discovered in the fossil record to prove the accuracy of his theory that all species had gradually evolved by chance mutation into new species. Unfortunately for his theory, despite hundreds of millions spent on searching for fossils worldwide for more than a century, the scientists have failed to locate a single missing link out of the millions that must exist if their theory of evolution is to be vindicated." Grant R. Jeffery, The Signature of God


"There are gaps in the fossil graveyard, places where there should be intermediate forms, but where there is nothing whatsoever instead. No paleontologist . . . denies that this is so. It is simply a fact. Darwin’s theory and the fossil record are in conflict." David Berlinsky


"Scientists concede that their most cherished theories are based on embarrassingly few fossil fragments and that huge gaps exist in the fossil record." Time magazine, Nov. 7, 1977


"The evolutionists seem to know everything about the missing link except the fact that it is missing." G. K. Chesterton

July 12 - Its been awhile

We are back from an awesome vacation! I have been reading but not putting my thoughts on here...

I had an interesting conversation while on vacation about Leviticus 18. I'll get to that in a minute; Today I read some things about Reputation and Walking in Truth today. And again falling before the Lord asking Him to Bind Mercy and Truth around my heart and write them on the tablets of my heart. Most of all the scripture used today was II Timothy 3:7

1But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. 2People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, 3without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, 4treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— 5having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them. (are we living in these times or what??)

6They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires, 7always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth. 8Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so also these men oppose the truth—men of depraved minds, who, as far as the faith is concerned, are rejected. 9But they will not get very far because, as in the case of those men, their folly will be clear to everyone.

What intrigued me about this passage was verse 7. Always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth.

I met a person like this. Wanting to argue the word...knowing The Word but not acknowledging it at truth. Quoting the bible and taking it out of context. Testing your faith. These people....they know the truth. They are scared of the change they will be required to make in thier lives. Worried a what their peers will say. Thinking they have to "clean their act up" before they run to the Father. The only thing you can do for them is pray. They want to have a battle of wits, always learning more but never acknowledging the truth.

Like the conversation I had about Leviticus. This particular chapter is about sexual laws. The question was why do people use Leviticus 18:22 against homosexuals.

I confess I didn't know it off the top of my head, but he did.

Do not lie with a man as one lies with a woman; that is detestable.

Lets look at what that means. A disgusting thing in a ritual sense, as in unclean food, idols, mixed marriages. An act to be abhorred to be detested.

Personally I don't see the issue and that is what I told him. Here is another example of God loving the sinner and hating the sin. I think is verse is a perfect example of Gods love. We love our children and we have rules, boundaries for them. God loves us and had rules for us. He sees things we do not see.

No matter your condition, God wants us to come to him, there is no need to "clean up your act", come to him as you are.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

June 28 Thoughts

Its been a few days since I have written....I've been busy lately. Not enough time to get my thoughts written down.

Today I'll go over a few scripture, I'm not sure I have time to do the past 5 days. I'll just start with Psalm 24, Psalm 23 gets alot of attention, I was glad to see Third Day wrote a song about Psalm 24. :)

Who is this King of Glory
That pursues me with his love
And haunts me with each hearing
Of His softly spoken words
My conscience, a reminder
Of forgiveness that I need
Who is this King of Glory
Who offers it to me

Who is this King of Angels,
Oh blessed Prince of Peace
Revealing things of Heaven
And all its mysteries
My spirit’s ever longing
For His grace in which to stand
Who’s this King of Glory,
Son of God and son of man

His name is Jesus
Precious Jesus
The Lord Almighty
The King of my heart
The King of glory

Who is this King of Glory
With strength and majesty
And wisdom beyond measure
The gracious King of kings
The Lord of Earth and Heaven
The Creator of all things
He is the King of Glory
He’s everything to me

Every time I read Psalm 24, I hear that song in my head. Third Day ROCKS!


Psalm 25, I don't have much to say about it...but it is full of awesome things, I could go on and on about it but I want to talk about Psalm 26. However the kiddo will be up soon and I need to tend to the things of this day. But I will be back!

Thursday, June 23, 2005

I'm all over Shane & Shane lately

What awesome music, such anointed guys, I wish I had half the writing talent!! (not to say I have any writing ability...I just wish I did)

http://www.shaneandshane.com/

Their album Carry Away is great. you can check it out here, there are a few links to listen to samples of thier music.

http://www.christianbook.com/Christian/Books/product/?item_no=CD12642&p=1006648#curr

Ways to Reduce Stress

This is cool, it was sent to me from Dana.

"Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice."

1. Pray
2. Go to bed on time.
3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.
4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health.
5. Delegate tasks to capable others.
6. Simplify and unclutter your life.
7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many.)
8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.
9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don't lump the hard things all together.
10. Take one day at a time.
11. Separate worries from concerns. If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.
12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.
13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
15. Do something for the Kid in You everyday.
16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.
17. Get enough rest.
18. Eat right.
19. Get organized so everything has its place.
20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.
21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.
22. Every day, find time to be alone.
23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try and pray.
24. Make friends with Godly people.
25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.
26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good "Thank you Jesus."
27. Laugh.
28. Laugh some more!
29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can).
31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most.
32. Sit on your ego.
33. Talk less; listen more.
34. Slow down.
35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe.
36 Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before. GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU. "If God is for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31)